Did you fail? Of course. Your patient arrived at the ER in a condition worse that when you took over pt care, right? And it's your job to make them better, not allow them to get worse, right? So isn't the fail obvious?
The questions really is, in my mind, did you do the best you could? Were you lazy, complacent, fail to reassess thoroughly enroute, yadda, yadda, yadda. No? Good on you, then you did your best today, and tomorrow I am more than willing to bet that your best will be better. And you know what? Without a fail today, tomorrow your best would be the same as it was yesterday, right?
I'm confident that I've failed on every call that I've ever run, and certainly on every significant tall that I've ever run. The proof? That at the end of each of those calls I've looked back, either alone or with the help of my partner, and thought, "Dang it, I wish I would have done X instead of Y." "I wish I would have hit my first IV,..." I wish, I wish, I wish....
What is the epic fail? To run your calls and not learn from them. It sounds like your logic was good, your assessment sounds good, but I don't believe that this pt was sound until the moment the ER cut her pants off and then spontaneously developed a bruise and a fracture. Unless there is 'Flash Hematoma" that I'm not aware of? (I know it can sometimes happen pretty quick, but you know what I'm saying.)
So yeah, you likely failed, and that should make you want to be better. When you don't fail...when you finally do every single thing right on one of these hinky calls? You will then have entered the club of those folks we all know that bullshit themselves about how good they are and have excuses for everything.
My ultimate goal is to someday consider myself a peer of those hardcore medics that we also all know, the ones that make way fewer mistakes than I do.
Good post man. What should you, could you have done differently? No friggin' clue.
Dwayne
Edited to fix typo.