Oh Kaisu...I'm so sorry.
Though we're far apart in body, I'll be with you in my thoughts. How a life of such pain could build a person of such amazing kindness and spirit...well, I just don't get that. But I'm grateful to be your friend.
I've got nothing but respect for your brother's battle, and sadness that he couldn't find in the peace he deserved in this life. Perhaps he's found it now.
Thoughts for peace and healing for you and your mom and all that loved your brother.
Don't ever be afraid to use my number...I'd consider it a favor if you'd let me help if I can, otherwise I'll give you your space for now. Though I will track your little ass down sooner or later...
Love you Kaisu,
Dwayne