What? Did you think that being in EMS would be a cake walk and that all we do is sit around eating donuts and drinking coffee? When a call comes in we just drive lights and sirens to the stubbed toe, throw the guy in the back and drive lights and sirens to the stubbed toe emergency department?
Welcome to real life. EMS professionals are highly trained health care providers nd transport specialists. If you want to be an EMT, then you've got to earn it. Put down the X-box and iPhone and crack the books instead. Spend an hour a day studying and you'll likely be highly succesful. Remember, if you decide to continue pursuing this career goal, the learning will never end. You will have to maintain your competency by researching and learning more every day.
Here is the best advice I've been given, and you should try it:
If you have to make a decision and have weighed all the options and consequences, yet still can't make the choice; flip a coin. If, after the coin toss, you decide to go for a best 2 out of 3, then you know what you want the answer to be. Follow through.
Edit:
I smell a troll.