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I have no intention to insult you? I want to help people. I really do but I have been unable to due to things in my past ok. You said that you find people “automatically assume we you are arrogant and selfish.” I mean EMS people but I do not think so well not all most of them are nice. I came here so that maybe I can relate to some one. I have witness some things that well maybe you all can relate to me with but I maybe can not get it out right now. I have trouble communicating and getting things out. I am just begging to get things out in therapy but I have been in therapy for a long time but just have recently been concurring harder issues. I have been holing it in so long it has been distorting my life. I am sure that you are quite compassionate with your my patients that are having emotional problems and I am sure you loose compassion with repeat offenders because I have been one before but I have changed I have not been in the hospital for a year. I hope this makes since I hope that I am communicating well.

I am doing this one in word I Should have done all of this in word I can not change the past mistakes that I have made on here I am sorry for all the miscommunication I have caused on here. I really do care about helping people and trying to get back in to the world of helping people for right now all I can do is work with dogs two days a week and that is all I have sever PTSD and other issues that I am working so hard on. I have not cut or been in the hospital for over a year now I finally got my life on track now. I some times word and other programs do not pick up my spelling ok. I was not thinking clearly earlier and I am sorry.

mistreating the mentally ill, but some do. And all I wanted was your opinion and that is why I asked thanks for your responses. I have been mistreated before even when I have done nothing wrong. I think a lot of people who do your kind of job I mean the EMS kind of work do it because they like helping people and not for the money but why judge people with a mental illness and treat them any different. As far as the spelling and grammar goes I know that they are very important in EMS because of communication. I am working on that. I can talk good but not spell well or do grammar so well with out spell check. thanks for your post.

I can understand if you are rude to them intentionally and do some thing really rude on purpose but some people can not communicate well and are afraid and you are suppose to be the first ones to be their to help why are some of you so arraguant

thank you for replying to my post I have wanted to know that I love helping people and I may go in that direction once again if I stay well enough thanks for your response

sorry if I did not fraze that right to start with. But if you have a history of depression or mental health issue can you go in to this field and get a good job and do you have to really disclose your history I am sorry if I asked this in the wrong place.