I feel that everybody can become a good paramedic no matter how they feel their experience in the class room was. One needs to want to learn and keep learning from reading and from listening to the long time paramedics. My instructor told me that it takes at least 5 years before you feel comfortable in being a paramedic. Not sure if that is true for everybody?
I did very well in the practicle side of things but not so well in the book work so I still read my text books especially when I come across a patient that I feel is a complex case. I think it takes time applying what you have learned while in class when doing a street call and figuring out a diagnoses for the patient. This is because what you learned in the class room I feel is always the text book scenario where out on the street it is never a text book scenario with all the classic signs and symptoms.
Not sure how long you have been working as a paramedic for? All I can say is trust your self when you make a decision and go with it, ask questions, and whe you get flustered step back and take a deep breath. You can always do what I do if I feel I have hit a road block. I told by one of my instructors that . " IF you are unsure of what is going on with the patient and feel like things are going down hill. D,A,B,C and take them to the Big Green H ".
I have had to do that before as I have felt like I was not fully understanding what was wrong with my patient so I made sure that C-spine was taken care of, airway was clear, breathing was good, circulation was good any # had been taken care of and then loaded them up and topk them to the hopital where they have alot more tools in their took kit.
I am sure you will do fine and as I stated I feel that anybody can be a good paramedic no matter what their class room experience was like. All they have to do is want to learn and have passion for the job!
All the best to you!
Brian